Hangin In !!!

Some of you may have noticed, (and have been kind enough not to call me on it !!! lol) that I haven't blogged in a bit.  I wish I had some amazingly, staggering news to deliver to you on how it's going...but, I don't.  As far as the weight goes, still sitting right where I was.  And truthfully, I'm ok with it....for now !!
See, when you have PCOS, there are times when your body just digs in its heels, and refuses to budge.  Despite your best efforts, nothing you do SEEMS to make a difference.  And, it's even more frustrating when you're being good, and the scale moves in the wrong direction !!!  Happens all the time.  Just got a reminder from a good friend, that I'm not alone.  She too is gaining and frustrated.  A big hurdle is getting passed that "alone" feeling....once you do, you can draw strength from those who walk with you.  I guess that's true in any life situation, not just losing weight with PCOS.
But, what do you do when your body fights you EVERY step of the way ???  And, when what takes a regular woman 1 year to do what inevitably takes you 3 ???  It's frustrating.  So frustrating.
This is where I am.  Locked in the unending battle with my body.  And, when I break through this "wall", there will be another one, and another.  What I hope to accomplish, is to learn something from each of those "walls", and use it to hopefully make the next one a little easier to break through.  And, I want my Soul Cysters, to know that they aren't alone either, and that we can draw strength from each other, take back control of our bodies and our lives, and feel better than we ever have !!!!
There will be times when we (I) will see a gain....there will be times when we (I) will have looooong plateaus and sit at the same weight for a while.....and my body will resist this process constantly, until I'm able to convince it that this is the better way to go !!!!
I WILL NOT GIVE UP !!!!!!!!  I WILL CONTINUE TO WORK TO FEEL BETTER AND LOOK BETTER, and I WILL EVENTUALLY GET THERE !!!!!
I will do this with God and each of you by my side, and I WILL buy a sexy black dress when I get there !!!!!! LOLOLOL

I am grateful for each of you....and a special note to my PCOS sisters.....YOU are not alone !!! There IS strength in numbers, and I am here if any of you want to talk !!!!

I hope you all have an amazingly blessed Thanksgiving....avoid the bad carbs !! lol....Be kind to one another and yourself, and remember....stay focused and celebrate everything !!! ;)

xoxoxoxo