Been there, done that.....NO MORE !!
I will NOT excuse away my indifference towards my weight, and pretend it's ok.
I will NOT crack jokes, and hide behind the laughter...it's not funny anymore !
I will NOT - not run and play with my little girl, because I can't freakin breathe, and feel like I might die !!
I will NOT - not allow my husband to touch me, because I feel like I'm unworthy of his love and his touch because of how I look !!
I will NOT avoid mirrors, fitting rooms and buying new clothes....I'm a work in progress, not a number on a label.
I will NOT hurt every time I go shopping, because my lower back and legs are too tired to carry me around !
I will NOT lose any more sleep because indigestion, heart burn, upset stomach, aches, pains & anxiety won't allow me to rest !!
I will NOT lose any more sleep because indigestion, heart burn, upset stomach, aches, pains & anxiety won't allow me to rest !!
I will NOT forget that I am NOT doing this alone...there are those who are with me, understand, and walk beside me !!
I will NOT forget this list, and/or forget to use it for motivation !!
And, if I never lose one single pound, yet become healthier, I will NOT forget that my value doesn't come from my appearance....it comes from the one who made me !! Thank you, God !!!! ;)
